I
don’t know why God appointed Ken Wheatley and me to spend last week teaching
pastors and church leaders in India. It’s
a humbling thing to try and teach the very people from whom we have so much to
learn. And that’s the way I felt all
week—humble.
My
assigned task was to teach Romans. I was
given a time frame of two days each with two different groups in two different
places. Though I have preached numerous
sermons from Romans over the years, I hadn’t taught through the book since
1987. That’s a long time ago—my notes
from that study are handwritten on yellow sheets of lined paper—even before the
days of personal computers. How was I
supposed to teach such a deep and wide book in such a short time, a time cut in
half by virtue of the need for a translator?
And how was I to teach it in a way that actually involved the students
in hands-on ways so they could have something they could reproduce in their own
churches? I’ve been on numerous mission
trips doing numerous things, but I’ve never felt so stressed and uncertain
about my task than I did for this trip.
I felt weak, inadequate, uncertain, humble about the whole process. And in retrospect, I don’t think I did a very
good job. Humbling.
And
as if this wasn’t humbling enough, my interaction with those who participated
in the study humbled me even more. In a
country where most citizens barely make enough money to live, most of the
church leaders (men and women) who attended the study had to take two days off
without pay from their jobs. Some had to
travel some distance just to attend.
They had to make a sacrifice to be there. They had to patiently listen to me say words
incoherent to them and wait on the translation into words they could
understand. This is not an ideal
learning environment. But they hung in
there, listening attentively, feverishly writing out notes of things they
wanted to remember. Like hungry folks
sitting down to a banquet, they gobbled up every bite and morsel they could. Humbling.
But
the thing that really put me in my place came in answer to a question I asked
one of the groups: “What’s it like to be Christian in India? What are the challenges and opportunities for
Christians here?” Their answers put a
lump in my throat. One old man said that
since He gave his life to Jesus, his family has essentially written him
off. He’s still allowed to live in his
home, but his wife won’t cook for him.
Any time he brings home food for the family, they refuse to eat it. After he sleeps on the bed, they wash the
sheets as a sign of purging his faith from the linens. This man lives a hard life every single day
simply because he put his faith in Jesus.
So would it surprise you to note that no one in that group had a better
sense of humor, no one laughed more or elicited more laughs from his comments
than this man? And when he was telling
his story, heads nodded, and no one seemed surprised or shocked at what he had
to say. Many face a similar
situation. But they continue to move
into their future, sharing Jesus with Hindus and Muslims, starting churches,
training leaders, doing to the work of the kingdom in a place fundamentally
hostile to Jesus. And they do it with
joy. They do it with a smile on their
face. Humbling for an American Christian
like me.
I
grow increasingly cynical about American Christianity. We tend to be so self-focused, so
materialistic, so acculturated to worldly values, so half-hearted in our
commitments to Christ and the church. It
makes me fear for the future of the faith in our own country and for the
world. But God used last week to remind
me that fulfilling the Great Commission doesn’t depend solely upon American
Christians. God’s got plenty of people
in other places of the world who are getting it done—even against great odds
and at great personal cost. I met some
of those Christians, and India is one of those places. It’s humbling, I tell you, humbling.
When
you pray for the world, would you pray for these people?
For
the most part, Indians are rather small of stature. In fact, Ken and I (two people whom no one
ever nicknamed “Stretch”) were usually pretty close to the tallest men in the
room. But for this one week of our
lives, we stood among giants.
Yes.
ReplyDeleteYes I will pray and thank you brother John for sharing your experience with us and I can see how humbling your situation was. But the good news is that "God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble." I can also identify with you in that I too have become increasingly cynical about American Christianity.
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